Confucius once stated that
By three methods we may learn wisdom: first, by reflection, which is the noblest; second by imitation which is the easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest.
Reflective practice was today’s underlying theme – whether by planning or good luck, in both of our sessions. The aim is to make us more aware of ourselves and what we are doing. We had reflective practice initially defined as “the capacity to reflect on action so as to engage in a process of continuous learning”. Working with the lovely Bridget we went through a couple of very interesting exercises. The first one was being presented with a block of play dough and given 2 minutes to make something with it. We then had to reflect with a partner on what, why, how we had made what we had!
This was my resulting object(s). Curious, I thought. I started smoothing out my lump of dough, and in making a smooth ball, was inspired to make more of them. I liked the repeated form, the simplicity of the ‘perfect sphere’. My colleague suggested it looked like stars in the sky with the different scales – I hadn’t noticed this when making it. Why you make something is always the hardest question to answer, especially when you are asked it seven times!
After this exercise we had a more in-depth piece of reflection to do based on a recent event of our choice, following a useful set of questions we can use.
- Introduction: What was the event?
- Description: What happened?
- Analysis: What were you thinking? What were you feeling?
- Evaluation: What went well, what didn’t go so well
- Surprises: What surprised or puzzled you?
- Improvements: What can be learnt or improved for next time?
- Action plan: what next?
Having had my tutorial with Maiko only yesterday, this seemed like the ideal event to analyse and reflect on. Doing the exercise was quite surprising in what pearls of wisdom you can pull out that you didn’t even realise you were thinking….highlights below (full original notes in my notebook).
- Good dialogue and discussion but I rambled too much, and I don’t think I articulated my current proposal very well. Perhaps this suggests it is not yet a very clear argument / question and if I can’t explain it to my tutor it needs a bit more clarity.
- It is clear that I am not sure of what my ‘right materials’ are yet either or how to align my proposal with my current practice.
- I think I listened well and will take on board all of the suggestions Maiko made; I have a good list of actions to work on which came out of the session. (see yesterday’s post)
- I took in my sketchbook but didn’t get a chance to show Maiko. Perhaps I am so keen on having a real fine-art style sketchbook that I am restricting my natural research style. I need to do what is true to me and not someone else. Don’t try so hard!
- I am very good at planning and managing very complex projects – but I haven’t used any of the skills or tools I would have on starting a consultancy assignment. Why not? I don’t need to disregard my last decade’s worth of experience!!
- While we’re talking about planning, it is good! You can’t rely wholly on instinct, and although I am sure following my instincts will be essential I don’t need to make life hard for myself. Echoes of my City Lit course where I got myself in knots trying to develop an instinct (being told not to plan didn’t help) but ended up making my project twice as hard as it needed to be.
1) do some proper reflection on my practice and why I do what it is I do;
2) define some mini-projects which are part of my bigger context and a bit of a plan;
So that was this morning. Then came our afternoon lecture with Jonathan Kearney (leader MA Fine Art Digital). A genuinely awesome lecture, and I have been to a lot of lectures in my time. Very useful and very engaging, great buzz in the room. The topic was action research, and how we can use this as a methodology for our MA work. He made a few interesting observations about the difference between scientific research and artistic research (some of which were a tad cliched – not all scientists are old men with glasses and beards). His introduction however said the following on what artistic research is for:
The task is not merely to understand and interpret the world, but to change it
Grand indeed. So this is achieved through ACTION and RESEARCH, seeking to question what it is you are making as the practitioner – not through any independent or outside observer. Your feelings and mindstates matter. There are four key elements to this:
- Cyclical: the old Plan-Do-Review cycle, never quite as simple as the management books show. Everything is iterative and complex and you go backwards, sideways and upwards as well as forwards. Puzzlement is good – it offers a chance to do something new and change something. Get out of your comfort zone!
- Collaborative: with people, but also with materials
- Qualitative: my inner physicist says “you’re not in Kansas any more”; success in qualitative research is about a different type of value with the outcomes achieved – not just objective interpretation of data. Much more like the constructive ‘waffle’ I have got rather good at as a consultant. Emphasis on words.
- Reflective: our MA programme is essentially two years of critical reflection. You need to not look at your work in isolation, but to look at all of you while you were doing it, how did you feel, what frustrated you etc. This is just as true of any professional practitioner, not just creatives.
We could tell this was a big topic:
Reflection could be argued to be the essential stage where learning is integrated within the whole learner, and added to existing frames of reference and internalised and personalised. (RACE, 2006)
We were right: we were asked to answer a few simple but incredibly hard questions and discuss them with our neighbouring students. There are some big fish in here – and bang on what I was thinking about this morning.
1. What do you make: I currently make quilts and chocolates
2. In what ways do you want to change or improve what you make:
- I would like to make work more thoughtfully designed pieces of functional art – that crosses or straddles the craft / art divide
- I would like to expand out of just using textiles and use a broader range of materials which offer different ways to interact for the users
- I would like to be able to make an emotional impact or experience for the user in interacting with my creations
3. What have you done so far [on the MA]: well as you can see from my earlier posts, this is actually rather a lot in a short time – inductions into new materials, talks and exhibitions galore, I have made a pot, a clay dinosaur and a metal bowl, oh and three iterations of my project proposal in three weeks!
4. What have you discovered so far:
- That I actually really enjoy research; I didn’t realise how much I missed it.
- The difference between scientific research and artistic research
- That I don’t currently have a defined enough vision, which is why (I suspect) that I am finding it hard to set objectives. Breaking the rules of strategy 101!
5. What will you change because of what you have discovered:
- I will ensure to draw upon all of my past experiences, everything I have ever done has brought me to this moment – everything you know makes you YOU.
- I will accept that this is my journey, and I need to shape it in the way I need to in order to achieve my objectives (within the framework of the course)
- I will learn to balance meticulous planning with raw intuition. Both can live side by side.
6. What will you do next:
- Reflect on my current practice – it may be craft-based and not uni taught, but it is just as valid as an expert potter or a fine artist.
- Answer what I want my practice to look / feel like in the future
- Set out an initial post-MA vision
- Make a plan
Phew. I realise I have now hit 1400 words for this post so thanks to any committed readers who have made it this far. This was a big day. On Jonathan’s suggestion, I am going to file this post under LIGHTBULB MOMENTS to come back to as turning points for the course. Now of course, I just need to get on and start answering the questions. I think I will settle down to this over the next few days and seek to start making in October with a proper thought through plan for the rest of term and beyond.
How’s that for a decisive day!